and now i'm going to leave with a wall of guys who i would really like in my bed... :)

tutoring today in like 15 mins... for maths of course...eurgh.

but guess what? i'm going to an english tutoring place at eastwood, LOL.

and i saw Jko there HAHAH. and a bunch of ruse girls who i don't know...

annnd a guy called aaron kwok from nsb. so glad to have someone who i can talk to.

the rusies all glared at me when i walked in... it made me feel intimidated... )=

i dunno if i'm continuing with it or not, but yeah... if i do, i'll have no days off!

and i want at least one day off where i don't worry about stuff...

so holidays up the coast was actually a lot of fun! i managed to buy myself a replica of the Elder Wand (the one that Dumbledore had), got a massive tan around my neck area and got punched in the face by a blonde surfer boy with anger management problems. my cheek kept hurting after two days. but apart from that, it was great!

i was planning on doing the 50 books challenge thingy, but tbh i don't even know if i have to keep a record because i've already finished 10 this month and it just seems stupid if i'm done 6 months earlier.

life recently has been fucking rocky. for those who've had to deal with me breaking down over the phone, i'm sorry. it hasn't been easy, and i fee that i may be overreacting sometimes, but then i rethink about it and i'm actually not. sometimes i do wonder if it's worth it, but then i realise of course it is. but it doesn't make it suck any less.

anyway, i'll write more when i bother...

voldemort out, bitches. ;D

EDIT: MUST DO THIS:

Day 1: What is your House?
no matter how much i want slytherin, it'll probs be gryffindor.

Day 2: What is your favorite class?
POTIONS RAWR. or charms.

Day 3: Who is your favorite professor?
....duuuuuh. PROFESSOR SEVERUS SNAPE.

Day 4: What is your patronus?
probably a really cute dog of a sort.

Day 5: What is your boggart?
a clown or dead people.

Day 6: What is your least favorite class?
history of magic if it's taught by binns. god i can picture the dryness of his voice sucking out any sort of moisture and fun out of the subject.

Day 7: Who is your least favorite professor?
umbridge, if you could call her a 'professor'.

Day 8: What do you REALLY think of Ron Weasley?
eh. i don't like him much in the books. i think he's just kinda stupid and pathetic. in the movies he's alright though. rupert grint is so cute. :3

Day 9: What is your favorite book in the series?
half blood prince, duh. i mean, seriously. snape sitting there like a boss, taunting bellatrix while drinking elf made wine? FUCKYES.

Day 10: What is your chosen Deathly Hallow?
invisibility cloak

Day 11: If you made horcruxes, what would they be and how many?
err....see, if i ever did, i'd probably do the same as voldemeort. seven, the most powerful number, and because i like the number seven anyway. what would they be... erm...

- my current diamond ring

- westley (my teddy)

- my poto snow globe

and that's all i can think of LOL.

Day 12: What is your favorite magical creature?
thestrals? or snickets. xDD

Day 13: Which Defense Against the Dark Arts teacher was the best?
SNAPE SNAPE SNAPEEEEE DUUUH. and then mad eye and then lupin. but those two sorta tie.

Day 14: What is your signature spell?
no idea... levicorpus? xD

Day 15: Would you have joined Dumbledore’s Army?
duh.

i need to yell it to the world.