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MERRY XMAS EVERYONE!! :D

i'm rereading harry potter fanfics because i'm that bored. xDD

it's so fun pretending you're a wizard or witch.

i've decided that if i was a animagus, i would be a cat of some sort.

preferably this one, hehe:

and my patronus would be...

hmm. this is a hard one. iunno.

i keep thinking it'll be a dog or something.

either a dog or horse or a bird of some sort. xDD

...everyone should watch.

this boy is amazing. A836F^%DGF^&AF

spent about half an hour making the above because i got bored.

formal outfit for next year! early planning is good. (y)

the black dress my mum got me for around $15, bargain! :D

now to get the rest of the accessories, haha...

i really really really want those suede pumps.

they look amazingly gorgeous. *spazz*

also, i feel bored.

anyone else want me to make something like the above for them? :3

i don't know actually. see, i'm one of those retarded lunatics who, when they're sad, puts iTunes on repeat on my hard-rock-emo-punk-metal playlist and then lie on my bed and wallow in my sadness/angst/anger. soooo generally:

happy = up beat cheerful happy sappy songs.

angry = death metal/avantgarde shizz.

sad = emo/depressing/my-life-sucks-so-much songs.

eh....it depends. i don't think EVERYTHING happens for a reason. i mean, if you were born into a third-world-country and you got shot because of some riot in the streets, was that 'supposed' to happen? was there any reason for you getting shot? tbh, i don't believe in the whole 'fate' thing.

Better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all?

someone who i trust and can have fun around. someone who doesn't make me feel shit about myself. someone who i don't constantly feel annoyed when i'm around them. iunno. a lot of things. they have to be a nice person, not arrogant or disdainful, not commanding or expectant. i really just can't stand people like that.

bitch. you care about ur and ur bfs feelings over everyone elses.

this had me mildly surprised and vaguely concern for whoever it was that posted this comment. see, by my own judgement i really could be a lot lot worse when i talk/do whatever with my tristan. i don't think i've ditched everyone to go off somewhere with him at last minute if we've made plans before. buuuuut clearly, this above person thinks otherwise. not, you peeps have the responsibility of telling whether or not i am this bad, because i don't think so, but my judgement is impaired. either way, tell me if i'm going too afar. i'd rather not be called a bitch. (:

today was wasted, like usual. i woke up at 1pm, hahaha. so much thumbs up for sleeping in. and idunno, just stuff in general happened. fb, dA, tumblr, etc. normal day. :D

found out that nsg came second this year for hsc. :DD

HOORAY! now if only our grade and keep that up/beat ruse... though it's unlikely, but oh well. xD

something interesting that happened to me today: i bird slammed into my back when i was outside. o_O

i have no idea what it was doing; it was fine though, don't worry.

today was ridiculously fun for a education trip to usyd's fisher library.

god, that library is massive. i want to live there. it's freaking amazing. *drools*

so today we had crossroads again.

sex ed this time however. it was bloody hilarious.

i think i actually scared the crossroads lady when i answered pretty much everything she asked to the rest of the group. it was kinda awkward in an funny way...

she started off with a pop quiz, and split us into two groups.

we got points depending on the amount of questions we got right.

haha... everytime she asked something, there would be a short silence.

by the end of the session i think everyone else thought i must've had sex ten thousand times and used about 4 different types of contraception. xDD

went on to talk about STIs and different ways of contracting them.

also talked about relationships and whatnot. the usual stuff.

io kinda wished we did it with the boys. it would've been hilarious! xDD

still, it was a god feeling that i knew all this, y'know?

it's like i know i'm topping a subject. sex education. ;D

haha, but it was really good. but i left half way to go to ancient party.

OMG MATTHEW IS SO FREAKING ADORABLE. i'm in love with that kid, i swear.

mr. madgwick really liked the tie we gave him. it was nice when he put it on straight away... hehe. :3

rest of the day went as normal as usual. took bus home with tristy. i cannot stress how silly and adorable that boy is. gaah, he's really like a soft teddy bear. (okok i'll shut up now. :D)

either way, today = GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD.

today is also LAST DAY OF SCHOOL IN WHICH I HAVE TO DO ANYTHING.

monday, excursion. tuesday? singing carols at royal north shore hospital. wednesday? presentation day. FUCKYEAH BITCHES. SO GOD DAMN HAPPY. :DDDDDD

so we've got almost all our exams/assessments back...

i still however need to get my maths back. not looking forward to that...

i think i actually fail failed this time again. stupid mr parker's tests...

english exam; 12/15

not too bad, considering i thought i failed.

still, it could've been better.

art presentation; 18/20

i'm actually kinda disappointed.

i've done this for so many years...

and i know how she marks.

i'm an idiot for not getting a better mark.

bio assignment: 9/10 & 9.5/10

i'm so happy with this. like actually.

best result for bio yet, i believe.

ext.hist proposal: 5/5

...along with everyone else.

so yeah, everyone got 5. haha...

here's some picture spam. because you know, i'm in that sort of mood. again. oh jesus, can i never do anything right?

i have decided that dreams really like fucking with my insanity.

if i never sleep again, it's all their fault. god fuck this, i don't need anymore disturbing dreams...

and before anyone asks, no it's not about my teacher. (thank god for small mercies)

i'm bored and frustrated and scared. i'm reading fanfiction. TWILIGHT fanfiction. someone shoot me. like in all seriousness.