...LOL $60... ahem.

yeah. shush, i'm an innocent little girl.

i'm just... er... i like to experiment. :DDDD

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY LOVERLY. :DDD

i hope you have an amazing day, week, month, year. :DD

i hope that sometime in your life you will meet JB.

and then hopefully for my sake not rant to me bout it. :3

i will get you your present soon-ish...

i hope. i'm vaguely broke right now...

(last month's phone bill just came in...*nervous laugh*)

anyway, happy getting-older day~ ♥

oh sheng, you have no idea how right you are, LOL. i love that above pic btw. tis epic.

YOU GO BEAT THE SHIT OUTTA HIM MULAN. show him how awesome you are. :3

i got 15 hours of sleep last night. oh my god that felt good. like an awesome FUCKYEAH good. :DD

i need more sleep. preferably without dreams... and yeah...

talked to him yesterday. i have now substantially calmed down. i found it really awkward when he told me that he'd noticed i've been a bit tense for the past few weeks. we talked over a few things, about my sleeping habits, school workload and general life stress. still, i cannot believe how nice he is. he told me that if i had anything on my mind at all, i should go and talk to him about it. god, i wish...T.T

but yes. i am okay now. :DD

anddd i cannot wait until i can watch hp7 EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. *dies*

not sure exactly when i'm going yet... tris doesn't want to go unless he gets robe and whatnot. lol...

so i'm waiting on what he's deciding to do. it'll be EPICCCCCCCC.

i will put that stupid awkward disturbing dream out of my brain, and carry on as normal because this shouldn't have to be a bad distraction from work. i will work harder! yush!

probs won't happen, but i don't want to fail anything and spazz... like i did after the dream. -sigh-

don't answer that, it's so not normal and i know it and god it's starting to creep the fuck out of me.
i'm so majorly creeped out right now it's not funny. IT'S NOT FUNNY. OMFG. *claws out eyes*

I DON'T WANT TO HAVE DREAMS WHERE MY TEACHER IS VACUUMING THE LIBRARY CARPET IN A PINK APRON. I DON'T WANT TO DREAM ABOUT MY TEACHER TELLING ME THAT I AM PULLING THE ENTIRE CLASS'S MARKS DOWN AND I NEED TO DROP THE SUBJECT BECAUSE FRANKLY I AM A DISAPPOINTMENT. I DO NOT NEED TO DREAM ABOUT THAT TEACHER ATTEMPTING TO PARACHUTE OFF OUR LIBRARY BECAUSE OF SOME STUPID YEAR 12 DARE.

AND I REALLY DO NOT EVER WANT TO DREAM ABOUT THAT SAID TEACHER WALKING AROUND THE CLASS TO CHECK THE HOMEWORK AND TELLING ME THAT I FAILED THE TASK, KISSING ME AND THEN ANALYSING MY FACIAL EXPRESSION TO THE WHOLE CLASS. OMFG. CAN YOU PHYSICALLY COMPREHEND HOW INCREDIBLY DISTURBING IT IS? I SWEAR I WON'T EVER BE ABLE TO LOOK AT HIM THE SAME WAY AGAIN.

and god that sounds so melodramatic but i can't even begin to describe the sheer horror that i felt when i woke up this morning... and now i feel like i should call the school, ask them to put him on the phone and apologise profusely because it's so disturbingly WRONG. -stabstabstab-

saw a lady with a fake tan the same colour as the bright orange poster above her head.

and she was blonde. oh my freaking christ. me and trist and the couple next to us literally LOL'd for around 15 minutes. SHE WAS A FREAKING OOMPA LOOMPA.

need to finish maths homework. however, back feels like an elephant just stomped all over it while doing a tango, so i'm going to leave that to tomorrow morning, LOLs. I FAIL. so hard.

MUST START EXT ENGLISH. FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF. D:

my aunt suggested i go to uni in netherlands... LOL. like honestly. i don't even speak dutch. it'll be chaotic. totes bad idea. yet she seems to be insistent...

WHO WOULD ACTUALLY WEAR THAT AT THEIR OWN WEDDING? O_o

i cannot comprehend that. at all. it's... just horrible...

i'm listening to wedding dress right now. it's actually a really nice song. :D

i want a wedding dress. LOL. a nice one. i really like big dresses...

i guess i'm just such a girl like that, haha...

anyway, Eastwood Public School's Spring Fair was today.

i brought 6 books for 10 bucks in total. :DDDDD

keeping faith - jodi picoult

change of heart - jodi picoult

uglies - scott westerfield

biology text book - heinmann

hamlet - oxford edition

and a random fair book for my sis. :D

ehehehhehe such a bargain man... so awesomely happy now.

but today was so freaking hot... i swear i was melting when i went outside...

it rained for like 15 mins and then stopped... grr. i wish it could've stormed again.

i really really like thunderstorms.

one day, i will drive out to the middle of nowhere and camp out just to see the stars.

and i will keep that promise, because i swear i will NOT die until i've done this.

on another hand: DARREN CRISS ON GLEE!!

EEEEEEEEEEH I AM DYING OF LOVE.

his cover of teenage dream is one of my faves ever!

ahahaha he's so cute. but i'm sad he cut his hair. ):

his nice, curly brown hair... it makes me very sad.

...oh well, he's still cute though, hahahah. :D

BIO is over. so happy.

i am feeling mildly sad.

i want more Glee. ):

i want my Tristy. ):

i want sleep. eurgh...

to quote rain:

"i am hot for his bone structure."

sam tsui, you are one of the only asian guys i find irresistibly attractive.

so back off trace... i saw him first. :P

i will do this. i will do this. i will do this... later. :D

i'm still too stoned to think properly. so yeah, haha.

start after lunch. after a shower. and after some more writing...

lol, i'm such a loser. :P

lol, jokes, i have more substantial points than that.

lets see then. top points on why chocolate is better than sex off the top of my head:

i love thunderstorms and lightning. they really do make me happy. really.

everywhere aches. this is NOT fun. i feel really fucked up.

i don't know if that's in a bad way or just a retarded way.

i missed school today. i feel vaguely guilty.

but i really do ache everywhere.

my head aches. my stomach aches.

and my body in general just aches.

i want to live in london.