everyone's so busy nowadays.
i'm thinking that maybe...
oh wait, no that's stupid.
anyways, i shall be annoying and still blog.
even though probably no body bothers to read it now.
year 11 is tiring.
extremely tiring.
in between random assignments/hw...
and musical practice... and the choirs...
and then parents loading up more shit...
pretty much have no time to think at all.
but anyways.
art excursion today.
browsed art express at the art gallery of nsw.
then we walked down to the rocks,
and looked at artexpress stuff there.
walking is tiring.
and then straight to musical practice.
gaaah... still, worth it. it's so fun!
but it's draining after a while.
high pitched singing & stage acts.
so i'm assuming you guys want to know what happened last night...
right? haha... okay, let's see.
got home earlier from free period.
had a shower. walked to station.
leapt onto train.
got to meadowbank.
walked to trist's house.
met his mum and his dog. :3 (so CUTE!)
oh, and his silkie chicken. (called blackbean)
IT'S SO FAT.
anyway.
got into car, drove to city.
his mum realised she had forgot the tickets, lol...
did a U turn.
called his dad, did another U turn back towards city.
(turns out they could just reprint tickets again)
got to opera house.
randomly met SEAN SMITH there.
LOL. how weird.
walked around for a while.
ate dinner
went inside.
Nigel Kennedy is AWESOME.
Like honestly! It was brilliant!
finished at 11pm, by then we were so dead...
got home at around 11:40
said goodbye, and went inside.
yeah.
that wasn't very enthusiastic post,
but i'm still dead tired from last night.
BUT IT WAS SO AWESOME!
"you spin me right round, baby right round..."
that's now stuck in my head. greaaat.
oh well, i guess you can't have everything perfect in life right?
so why the heck am i so peeved about this? pfft.
i'm getting spoiled. far out. this is so blaah.
but it's okay. everything'll be okay. so yeah. wheee!
and once again I have done absolutely nothing productive at all tonight.
great. and i told myself i'll knuckle down in year 11.
failluuuuuureeeee. completely and utterly lol.
i'm so screwed for bio.
like honestly. i'm so fucked.
i hate cells!!!
on the other hand, musicaaaaaallll!!!
it's AWEEEESSSOOMMMMEEEEE.
This is why you all need to come and watch.
camp was totes fun. like honestly.
well, there were some parts which were not that fun...
but they were minor things really, so overall...
it was AWESOME.
camp food was good. like really good...
best camp food so far, I would say.
Though peer support camp food was really good too.
activities were awesome.
Brent Sanders guy was AWESOME.
BACK OFF! eyes, nose, throat, groin, foot, NO. XDD
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musical was AWESOME.
I'm currently going high over the score of Les Mis.
It is so good, goddamn. hehehe...
I sang through the entire thing today, and it's so awesome!
Not as good as POTO of course, but it's AWESOME.
I should learn to like my character. haha.
i'm on a high, i'm on a high~
i got COSETTE. HOORRAY!
i don't even care now that i don't like her character.
i'm too happy to care. the point is i got a lead.
and i'm just too bloody overjoyed!
but now i'm starting to stress.
biology homework!!
faaarrrrrrrrrkkk.
i hate biology.
honestly.
yeah.
ha.
and yes. i am weird.
alright, since i had a series of uber short blog posts...
i'll make up for them with a longer one, yeah?
let's see then. what has happened in the past few days?
well, apart from just me spazzing, and going high
...and everything and whatnot over musical...
Yesterday was mostly fun.
maths-
did questions... meh...
same old thing, really.
ancient hist-
did random stuff.
watched monty python
LOL. i love them.
english ext-
watched 'miss austen regrets'...
really good. talked about jane austen's life
at the time while she was writing 'emma'.
english-
finished dead poets society.
i basically had a sob fest at the end.
it. was. so. god. damn. SAD.
but it's SO GOOD.
everyone should watch it.
visual arts-
finished my first watercolour 'slice'
must start on next one. how...lame.
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then, MUSICAL callbacks. WHEEEE. Went down to NSB again with Zara.
Stella and Sarah came along as well to watch the guys.
some were really good. some were crap ._.
i have no idea how some even made it into callbacks...
compared to the girl's callbacks, were everyone sang really well.
(half the guys were tone deaf)
but yeah.
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now i shall take the available space to say that Tristan is bloody freaking amazing, and that casting anyone else would just be a waste of time since he can just go and sing every single part by himself anyway (yes, even the girl parts) and since ms moulton loves him and adores him, he may as well get to sing every single part. haha. i'm totally not biased here. and even if i am i have a legit reason to be biased, because he is that awesome. hehehe.
cross your fingers, my peeps.
cosette?
maybe.
let's pray.
(not really, but meh)
HWEEEEEEEEEEEE!
and oh well.
didn't get eppie...
but i'll live.
so it's all good.
aaannnnndddd
it's raining. ;D
i don't have the right to be this happy...
but i am.
blaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.
yeah. darn.
i'm so dead tired after callbacks.
i really really hope i get a role...
poor lml... she's not going to get the role she wants...
but she's gonna get A role, yeah.
and yeah. kinda on a high,
but restraining myself to type this like a normal sane person.
haha.
choir tomorrow morning...
yay and nay...
yay for choir!!!!
nay for waking up early early.
._.
*squeals like a bloody maniac*
i'm so so so so so so so so so so HAPPY.
i made callbacks for musical!!
(yeah, everyone probably knows already, but I'm just so ecstatic!)
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Hmm. You know what?
This is why you should never type your blog in chunks.
I'm typing this since I went to eat dinner.
And now, I'm jsut in a seriously fucked up foul mood.
and I only honestly have two words that I want to say right now.
and they're not nice.
I'm going out for a walk.
last night, i had a nightmare.
it was horrible.
it started off normal...
and then everything just went into horror film type.
i ended up at a hybrid of NSB and this place which i keep dreaming about...
(but i've never been anywhere that looks even remotely like it.)
i was with a random guy... no idea who he was.
but he had brown hair, wavy, and he was kinda ugly. =|
he told me to call him nat...
we found decapitated bodies under the floorboards...
and a head fixed to the shower nozzle.
I lost 'nat' along the way, and everything got worse after that.
blood on the walls, screams from the floors beneath me...
it ended with a masked person running towards me...
he was holding an axe dripping with blood.
hmm, think like... you know how in horror movies?
it always ends up with someone coming straight for the camera?
yeah. that's how he looked like coming towards me.
(if you guys know me, you know that I am scared the most by that)
and then i woke up.
and i didn't scream or anything.
i kinda felt.... just...
disturbed.
extremely disturbed.
brushed teeth, and dressed and did everything...
and just pretty much was just...
disturbed for the entire walk to station.
it was bad.
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the rest of today was okay though. got on the train.
ROWAN was there!!!
man, i miss that arse. hehe...
yeah, caught up on everything and etc.
got to school and yeah.
ancient history -
played soulmate again.
we fail trace. -highfive-
learnt more about archaeology.
it's fun, believe it or not!
visual arts -
view finders, eurghhh...
need to get started on my actual artwork now...
should i do digital or paints?
i might do paints this time...
then me and rain had a free~
spent our time in the library, just talking.
it was nice, lol. i love frees.
visual design -
made fonts. it was so sad...
i used names like tristan, isolde, juliet and romeo.
haha, totally original, not.
went through rain's contact list again, with all the weird names, lol.
haha, now i want to do that to mine too, LOL.
yeah, then we assigned everyone to hp characters.
i was tonks, hehehe... i guess it kinda fits actually.
i want colour changing hair!
anyway, that sums up pretty much my day.
I'm supposed to be doing bio hw right now, but oh wells. :D
ps: i still hate camps.
pps: not my own camps though.
ppps: holy smozzle, UBER long post!
playing 20 questions past midnight...
this is getting highly sexual. hahaha...
so this is what i spent my time doing.
oh, and learning elvish.
LotR elvish!
amin mela lle - i love you
amin delotha lle - i hate you
amin hiraetha - i'm sorry
and my absolute favourite:
lle n'vanima ar' lle atara lanneina -
you're ugly and your mother dresses you funny.
8DD
hahaha
yes, conversation is getting disturbing.
but i'm just cracking up now.
you know how there's an invisible line of propriety?
I think we've crossed it.
wait, no, scratch that out.
i think we might've just pole-vaulted over it.
and it's too late for me to care.
i'm such a bad girl.
edit: convo just finished it's 1am exactly and i'm dead beat and i shall sleep though i doubt i can goodnight
tired tired tired...
i'm so bloody glad it's friday.
sleep.
screw maths hw
screw cell theory
screw va artwork
screw everything
(figuratively, not literally you weirdos, haha)
today's happenings:
maths -
teacher told me to stop singing during maths.
I got annoyed. and I wasn't even singing loudly.
stupid surds and rationalising denominators.
history -
felt really dead. like the rest of the class.
learnt about piltdown man. teacher too happy.
so in the end, played soulmate with trace.
lol, it's rigged, that game. soooo rigged. x)
biology -
did the same prac as trace's class, lol.
i cbb retelling it. i failed at cutting cubes.
(y)
visual arts -
finished that stupid title page in time for teacher to mark.
i feel proud of myself. even though she told me to add colour...
i suppose being teacher's pet is useful...i get until monday.
but i still 'technically' finished it today. lol...
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multitasking:
a skill best kept for female use only.
constant male use may result in:
~headaches
~rage-quitting
~failure at all tasks
~epic failing.
so so soooooo tired.
got home after auditions, and literally felt dead.
i slept a lot last night actually.
went to bed at 9:30pm. woke up at 6:40am.
first proper sleep in ages.
auditions went better than i expected actually.
we had to practice a scene for the acting thing.
i remember laughing really hard because of one line i had to say:
'Beware thin men!'
...
HAHA. oh, the irony, LOL.
and after that, it was waiting...and waiting...
AND waiting for the males to finish.
pfft... how lame... eurgh.
and I swear the national anthem was higher than normal...
^o)
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for your information:
i don't have everything.
if i did, then like you said;
why the fuck would i be unhappy?
always glad to know that anything which makes me happy,
always ends up making someone else feel like shit.
and you wonder why i hate doing anything for myself.
so tired.
auditions are draining.
i hope i'll get a part.
and once again, i got angry.
i wonder why.
no prizes if you guess right.
anyway. i shall sleep.
screw hw, I'll do it tomorrow.
haha, rain, you crack me up. :D
"what kind of ridiculous uber-gentleman did you pick?!"
the answer:
the kind which makes me feel like the luckiest person on earth.
YEAAHHH, SAPPY.
sounds like something I'd put into my english story/essay/stupid relationship thingy. I might just use that. It's SAPPY. and MUSHY.
Anyway, I was bored tonight.
So I dug out my collar and leather jackets and played around with everything.
oh and my sunnies, YEAH.
I found a chain for my collar. ;D
don't I look smexy?
haha...
Unfortunately, people are scared by me when I wear this.
Well, at least Tristan and Sean and Chris are.
Which makes me feel kinda sad, but oh well.
I like the look though, I'll use it next time. xDD
still, I know the whole thing behind collars...
but I still reckon they look cool...
but yeah...=|
my neck hurts.
my hand hurts.
my back hurts.
my eyes hurt(s).
yeaaaaaaah.
everywhere kinda hurts.
And i'm tired enough that I shake when I type...
that's so dodgy.
I will sleep soon.
