lol, but I shall.
Ri, this is for you again. ;DD
Yesterday was a pretty bad day.
My range of emotions for the day pretty went as follows:
-Shit...
-slightly better.
-then felt shit again.
-happy.
-shit.
-fucked up.
-even more fucked up.
-felt less fucked up.
-felt less shit.
-felt a whole lot better.
-but then that didn't last.
Oh well.
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Today was better. Woke up after a rather nice dream this time.
I haven't had nightmares for a week now, I'm feeling a lot better sleeping.
Well, I went to tutoring, which wasn't bad. Talked to Brian about NSB's subject choices next year and stuff. Another person doing Modern Hist, lol.
went swimming for the first time in a few months, I think. (Last time was before IPT was due, LOL)
Felt good. but I realised I gained weight again...NOOO!!
Ack. Must lose weight...T.T
-sigh-
I wish I would follow my own advice sometimes. Or at least listen to myself a bit more. I fail at that aspect.
First day of November today~
Hope and pray that this month will be better than last.
please let this be better.
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my poor poor bottle. you're cracking aren't you?
you said forever. keep your promise.
