hello~elena told me to blog.
so I am. hello dear. xDD
so yeah...
EXAMS ARE OVER!! WOOOT!!
I think I screwed half of them, but who cares.
DM is finished too, haha!
The only thing left is history oral...
that shouldn't be TOO hard...
(I hope)
had a nice long talk with elaine on the phone today. haha. it was nice.
but I'm dead tired...
now I'm going to sleep.
still aching; this sucks.
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the reason it's so complicated is because of you.
FML.Maths, History and Geo exam tomorrow.
LOL, I AM SO SCREWED.
Elective History however is over and DONE.
Yay!!
Admittedly, it was a rahter good test.
I saw the questions and was like, "Hey! I can answer these!"
So I am happy about that. =]
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haha.
Text messages make me happy~
Anyway...
haha.
this is a pointless blog update.
But oh well.
(ps: I am unreliable according to Ms. Profilio...T.T)
I had the worst dream today.
The worst thing about the ream, I was only HALF asleep.
I was lying on my bed, and a figure started to appear in front of me. They only looked like a black smudge of a person. Now, I knew that I was half awake, and I got scared and tried to talk. But I actually couldn’t. The person started to scream and grabbed my neck, and started to strangle and shake me, but I couldn’t wake up, even though I was half awake.
Then she pressed me down, and I felt like I was blacking out. I don’t even know how I woke up, but I did and it turned out I had screamed.
Another bad dream.
The terrifying thing was, I could feel it's hand on my neck.
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I am just so tired nowadays. Though I'm guessing it's mostly my own fault, I don't sleep enough or anything like that. I feel so tired and drained during the day, and at night, I feel lie I need to get out and go somewhere. It's annoying.
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HAHHAHAHAAHHAHAHAHA.
So happy. ;D
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Dare I say three months?
Today = horrible.
Farewell Assembly for probably the most wonderful man I've ever had the privilege to know.
Mr Jones, the soul of NSG.
There is nothing wrong with crying through the farewell assembly for Mr Jones. He deserves no less than our deepest gratitude and love. Me and Elaine spent half the assembly crying.
I think it finally hit me (and hard) that Mr Jones will be leaving. The only things I've ever seen him about was over rather trivial matters, but just talking to him can make you feel so inspired, so intimidated, so awed and so amazed.
The way he can talk about anything, and you just want to listen.
He is truly amazing.
There is no truer quote to describe our Jonesy:
"That's Mr Jones. He's scary at first, but when you leave school, you'll want to marry him."
Amen. ;D
You'll be in our hearts, Mr Jones.
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Probably one of the high points and low points in my day.
And now...
Stress.
Stress.
And.
More stress.
I f*cking hate DM.
I hate it more than IPT.
That is saying a LOT.
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and now I'm feeling lethargic, apathetic and extremely meh.
who knew that a heart breaking look
inside your dreams
could leave you waking with
tears and screams?
I need sleeping pills.or dreamless sleep potion.
Since the second one isn't actually real, I'll settle for the first please.
I really need it.
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I am starting to hate going to sleep.
because everytime I do, I end up dreaming.
for the past WEEK.
No one dreams that often.
Well, no one has dreams that often that they REMEMBER.
It's not normal!!
gaahhh....
and to cap it off, I'm going to dentists again.
Stupid face still swollen.
Still taking painkillers.
I swear, I'm gonna die of painkiller overdose any day now... stupid pills.
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Still has the cold. Sucks shit.
Because I can't sing.
I can talk, but when I do, I sound like someone who's smoked a fuck load of cigarettes.
Damn.I got a cold. (Y)
And now my nose feels shitee...
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Today, formal shopping~
It was really fun, but UBER UBER TIRING.
Man...I have no shopping stamina.
I actually got a headache staring at dresses, man I fail as a girl, LOL.
Spent too much money on food...Gods, I only had one meal today, which was the one at lunch. And I'm still stuffed...gods...
BTW, nice going Ara, picking out that dress for Rain. ;D
And I realised I still need to get shoes and crap..T.T
Darn it...
And another dress...T.T
Anyone willing to lend me one?
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OMG I JUST KILLED A MASSIVE MOZZIE.
eww...
THIS is what happens if you leave me alone with a mascara when I'm bored.
Things learnt from this? DON'T leave me alone with a mascara.
Really don't.
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Yeah. I'm really really bored.
And I have done a grand total of NONE amount of work over this week. Fail.
I am so screwed, haha.
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Went to the powerhouse museum today with mum and sis and bro. It was awesome!! They had the Space exibit on, and the pictures were bloody amazing. I took a lot of photos with my phone, lol. Now I have stars as my phone's wallpaper and a nebula as the screensaver, LOL.
Saw a really really cute guy at China town (he was white lol) doing magic tricks. He was amazing. I wish I could do magic. He was only 20-ish, said he had been doing magic since he was 8...wow.
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My periods came during the trip. T.T
Which made me fgure out why I was so...blurgh yesterday.
the answer?
PMS.
ahah.
I hate being a girl sometimes.
But then again, I don't like my choices.
I should've learnt by now that leaving your house at 11:35 pm with a mobile phone, a jacket and your pjs, and coming back into the house at 12:15am soaking wet is going to cause some trouble.-sigh-
I'm 16, I should know better.
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Got flamed majorly by mum this morning. Lame.
I did deserve it, but I still don't like getting flamed.
Ah well. Worth it?
Definitely.
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I cooked lunch today, lol.
Sounds weird...but like, chopping, cooking 4 dishes and then making a soup, cooking the rice and then washing up takes FOREVER.
My potatoes are still boiling away, lol. But it's the last dish, so happy~
Haha...for once my mum said my food doesn't taste shit. LOL.
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I'm screwed for school, lol.
Procrastination to the max.
Holidays are completely wasted, LOL.
that's it.
it's official.
i'm depraved, sick, perverted, corrupt and any other form of warped and sick-minded-ness you can think of.
someone kill me.
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I procrastinate far far too much, lol. I have done NOTHING again.
Fail...I should really start on notes or school, but I just can't be bothered. I lack the motivation and the self discipline as well, so that does't help. and I am the master or procrastination I swear.
OH well.
Spent the whole afternoon playing "Professor Layton and Pandora's Box" on DS. It's ADDICTIVE. Like really addictive. It's got about a hundred and fifty logic puzzles to solve, it's so fun.
And I went and bought that green dress from before. So glad I didn't buy it earlier, the price dropped from $199 to $99.
happy~
Now all I need are those shoes. Hmmph.
today was ridiculously fun.no like, honestly ridiculous.
it WAS.
ADMIT IT.
Yes, ridiculous, but funnny. hahaa....
Alex and Chris actually spent like 10 minutes in French Connection (clothes store)...OMFG.
And we attracted a LOT of stares.
A lot.
Like, really. A LOT.
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Surrogates was okay. Not too bad, but we totally missed the concept of the film, all of us. ;D
Haha...us laughing our heads off when all the bots shut down, LOL.
Mao's Last Dancer is REALLY GOOD.
haha, half the film was in mando, it's so funny 'cause I was the only one who understood it without the subs (which were only sligthly dodgy btw)
But yeah.
Go watch it!
It's good!
Hahaha...it was the oddest/funniest outing I've been on yet, lol.
Things I have learnt from taking a walk today:
1. Watching a duck swim and do ducky things in a pond created by really heavy rain is a great way to pass the time. Half an hour goes so quickly when you're watching that duck.
2. Singing is a great way to attract Lorikeets to your shoulders. One sat on me for about 10 minutes.
3. Watching two moths dance around over the pond is really nice.
4. Sydney has too much noise pollution. It feels so nice when you can't hear any cars.
5. I really really dislike sunny days. Really. Especially when I'm expecting rain. And lots of it.
Bad bad dream last night.I dreamt that Tristan legally changed his name to EDWARD CULLEN...
and that he was going to sue facebook because they didn't allow the name Edward Cullen on FB profiles.
That is BAD.
Yes, that's worse than your Viola getting unstrung, Suvarna.
And then Alex Cox wonderfully enlightened me on a far more horrifying and terrifying dream that I could've had.
"Count yourself as lucky. What if you had a dream that Tristan walked up to you with a CREW CUT and then SMASHED HIS VIOLIN in front of your face, and proceeded to tell you that he is now only ever going to sing RAP for the rest of his life. oh, and he also told you that ANDRE RIEU was his biggest idol."
FML.
Someone shoot me.
that. is. SCARY.
I like storms.
They make me happy.
And no, you don't owe them anything.
They owe you more.
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I swear.And when I thought it couldn't get worse.
Gaahh.
Twilight disease is taking over.
It's worse than Bird Flu.
It's far more deadly than AIDs.
It's more dangerous than You Know Who.
And unfortuantely, my dp on both FB and MSN is Bella Swan.
Yeah, I know. Shut up. xP
I still hate Twilight you know.
Oh, the things I do to make you happy.
You owe me. xDD
