And I still don't have any idea WHY particularly.
You know sometimes you just have those days?
Everything feels like shit.
This is one of those days.
And sometimes I hate being a moody teenage girl.
Because we suffer through periods of crappiness known as 'PMS'.
Which makes me feel stupid.
And idiotic.
And lame.
And I'm a wimp. And yeah, I agree all the time, but I can't do anything about it. I am scared. Yes, I have no self esteem at all. I can't help it. I have no confidence when it comes to guys I like. Hardly my fault since the last guy I liked turned out to be a bastard who spread rumours about me. I let people push me around and take advantage of me. I have no excuse for this, it could be because I have no confidence once again.
And this is a extremely self pitying and emo blog post, which I am starting to hate already, even as I'm reading through and typing.
Eurgh.
