Yes, I know fully well that I spelt it as 'poek'.
So yeah.
My day today was extremely boring...
nothing interesting really happened.
Erm.
Yeah.
My body clock is screwed now.
For the past I dunno how many days I've been waking up at 5:30am without my alarm.
LAMEEEE.
So I've been getting to school really early.
And admiring the scenery...;D
At St Leonards, lol.
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Yeah, finished my History speech yesterday...
turns out we didn't even have history today.
Fail...and I fixed up the power point, I think.
And yeah.
Luncheon theme was awesome!
The dresses and deco were gorgeous, loved it.
Hooray for two hour lunch~!!
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And I feel dead too.
Lol.
Everyone's dead.
We're going to die. xDD
Today was Betty's party, lol.Met random Ruse girls again...
Erm, lets see.
Rosanna, Peggy, Amy, Joey, Nivvi, Bubbles, Komal, Daisy, Esther, Marilyn, Anita, Joanna, Sonia.
Yeah, I think that was it...oh, and Betty of course. Lisa went too, we were the only NSGs there, lol.
Ruse girls officially scare me.
And they kept calling Peggy 'Fat'. Aww...
Killed my voice doing singstar with the others for about 3 hours.
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Guess what?
I found out I have a middle name.
O.o;
Like...a proper middle name.
Apparently, my mum chose it when we first started going to church. (No, I'm not baptised)
So yeah.
Now my name is Julia CATHERINE Guan.
wth?!
I swear that's a dodgy middle name.
and the fact that I found out like...6 years later creeps me out a bit...
Why on earth did my mum tell me today?
I'm so tired man...I got home at 5:45 yesterday, had an hour long shower, and literally fell into bed.
Slept for about an hour before mum woke me up to have dinner.
Lame.
I wanted to sleep more.
So tired.
And yeah.
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Woke up at 12 today...
Couldn't get outta bed. Lame.
Today was Blair's bday party...lol.
We girls are too weird, lol.
Talked about crap.
And danced and sang to really girly songs...
"'Cause she wears short skirts, I wear t-shirts..."
Yay for Taylor Swift, lol.
Loved the pasta, btw. ;D
Yeah...got home at like, 9:20...ish...
Now I should be sleeping...But I'm doing maths hw.
Which I left until the last minute to do.
LOL. I fail.
And no.
Don't you dare make me enlightened.
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This was taken on my veranda before I succumbed to the hackling fit.Pretty cool, eh?
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I woke up this morning extremely early...(couldn't sleep properly)And I looked at my far wall.
My first thought:
Who painted my wall orange?!
Second thought:
Wait a minutes...*looks out window*...HOLY SNAP.
Orange sky?! Uh oh, bushfires!
Third thought:
Oh crap. apocalypse!
*leaps outta bed, runs to the living room, turns on TV to check the news.*
Oh darn...dust storm?
No horse men?
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So yeah...the events of this morning.
Interesting, no? xDD
Yeah, I'm currently at home.
Decided to actually go to school, until my mum pointed out that:
a) I am asthmatic.
b) I have hay fever.
c) I'm allergic to dust.
d) Public transport will be hell today.
So, for the sake of my health and sanity on crowded public transport, I've decided to stay home.
Though I will be missing the music captain elections...crap.
I'm sorry Suvarna...T.T
I prefer not to die at school though, so yeah, I have to give it a miss.
I went outside this morning for about 15 mins, and I started coughing really badly.
Stupid dust.
Anyway...
I've missed Open Day, Science Prac Test, History Presentation...
Now I feel kinda bad, but health first kids!
And I'm staring outside my window right now...and I swear it's gotten thicker, the dust.
I could see into my neighbours before, and now I can barely make out their window opposite mine...
Oh well.
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Yesterday was...
Unexpected.
Surprising.
but it was...good.
I love you.
Oh my god.
I'm kinda in a daze right now.
Yeah.
No, really.
I'm gonna cop it bad tomorrow....
Oh dear.
I need to prepare.
Lol.
Fail.
You are far too sweet.
Today was... interesting.
Choir was funny, only 6 people today.
Ave Maria is good, but it gets really boring after a few times.
I miss junior choir songs, man...
"You've got to accentuate the positive,
Eliminate the negative
Latch on to the affirmative
don't mess with mr in-between."
Study groups=failed.
D&M instead. Though it wasn't much of an D&M...
AH well.
got home late.
Mum was kinda annoyed.
Meh.
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Oh, turn's out I have a stomach bug.Apparently a really bad one...O_O
And now I'm on medication again.
I can grow to hate taking f*cking pills.
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I'm currently listening to O Fortuna...
So epic. xDD
"O FORTUNA...
VELUT LUNA...
STATU VARIABLIS
AUF DECRESCIS
AUT MENCRESCRIS
DESCENDERED A GLACIEM..."
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And I just drew the Opera House and Harbour Bridge for a artistially challenged Cox.
Fail...
I'm too nice today.
And tomorrow is so far away...
Come faster.
It get's disturbing when you realise you've been talking to Alex Cox on msn for 6 hours.And an hour was dedicated to him ranting about D&G and other brands.
LOL.
Nah, kidding, the guy's funny.
But yeah...6 ours.
Holy crap.
I rarely talk that long anymore.
And anyway, tomorrow ill be tiring.
I'm so sick of school, and assignments, and speeches, and homework, and tasks, and just EVERYTHING.
I can not be stuffed to do anything now.
No, really.
Lethargic to the max.
Is there anything worth looking forward to anymore?
Oh yes, there is.
Looking forward to Tuesday love.
Can't wait. ;D
Oh, and guess what?
Today is 20/09/2009.
YAY!!
20092009!
Let's celebrate ~!!
...Or not, because I'm much too tired.
I think I need more coffee...I need a kick start these days.
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I’ve always pictured my angel
with wings of pure white
eyes which look like emeralds
wavy golden hair
But then you came along
you don’t have wings
your eyes aren’t emeralds
your hair isn’t golden
Yet slowly after a while
I realised
my angel no longer had wings
nor were his eyes emerald
his hair wasn’t golden anymore
And then I realised
now his eyes are the clearest blue
his hair is the normal brown
and he doesn’t need wings
to be my angel.
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Worst line I've heard in relation to me EVER:
"So...have you blown a wistle yet?"
NO I HAVE NOT, AND I'M NOT PLANNING TO FOR A LONG TIME.
EURGH....
I just remembered that today.
And now it's making me feel remotely pissed off and slightly disturbed.
Yes, congratulations to those who understood that line.
It's just plain bad.
And seriously, don't anyone else say something like that...
It was extremely rude...
And now on to other things...
Cox asked me to go watch New Moon with him and the other guys...
WHAT THE...?
Someone come with me as well.
Otherwise, I'll be the only girl.
Can't be stuffed to do anything much right now.
Yeah yeah. Lame, I know. I'm a lame person.
Oh, and now I am extremely confused...but that's a different matter.
I feel better today. YAY!
Congratulate me, I'm not emo anymore. lol.
That sounds so melodramatic. Aha...
WHICH SONNET SHOULD I DO FOR ENGLISH?
Shakespearean ones, by the way.
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I normally don't really like surprises...Yesterday afternoon however, I loved.Though I guess it was partially due to my horrible incoherency.
Actually, it was all probably due to my incoherency.
Ha...I fail. xDD
FML.
...
Oh, this has got to be the most interesting blog post yet.
Bravo to me.
Actually, forget that.
I'm just screwed over.
Let's all celebrate the fact that I am typing this because I'm a stupid individual.
...extremely shit today.And I still don't have any idea WHY particularly.
You know sometimes you just have those days?
Everything feels like shit.
This is one of those days.
And sometimes I hate being a moody teenage girl.
Because we suffer through periods of crappiness known as 'PMS'.
Which makes me feel stupid.
And idiotic.
And lame.
And I'm a wimp. And yeah, I agree all the time, but I can't do anything about it. I am scared. Yes, I have no self esteem at all. I can't help it. I have no confidence when it comes to guys I like. Hardly my fault since the last guy I liked turned out to be a bastard who spread rumours about me. I let people push me around and take advantage of me. I have no excuse for this, it could be because I have no confidence once again.
And this is a extremely self pitying and emo blog post, which I am starting to hate already, even as I'm reading through and typing.
Eurgh.
Oh btw, it's okay. I forgive you. -hug-
Saturday:
I slept until 12:30pm...
Friday killed me.
Leaving house really early to start Legacy, and coming back home at around 11:30pm...I basically just updated blog and fell into bed.
So I woke up, ate, and then went outside into my backyard.
My mum had sheets out on the trampoline so I laid on those for about an hour with an umbrella and pillows.
Umbrella to keep the sun off my face, I hate sleeping with the sun shining directly at me.
And yeah...and I can't really remember what else I did. Oh, I ate and went on the computer.
MUNDANE.
And my heart aches.
Sunday:
So...what happened today...?
Oh yes.
I went to tutoring, turns out we got a new guy i our class.
We now have THREE students!! 8DD
And he goes to NSB, in Year 10.
...
How come I've never sen him before...? T.T
His name's Brian (Bryan?), so tell me anyone else who knows him.
And yeah, now I'm back home, sitting on the computer.
Typing this. Lol.
And reading uber long chains on facebook about violins and violas and ninjas and darlings.
Funny. xDD
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"breathing gets harder, even I know that."Why won't it stop hurting?
...really really is quite fun, if not for the fact my feet wanted to drop off. All that walking around...
Though, thanks to my awesomeness, I managed to get 5 of the St. Aloysius guy's numbers.
Yes, I am just that pro. heh...
Well, they were extremely cute, but they're all from year 9. That's alright though, Elaine can have them. xDD
After that, we came back to school, played netball and basketball with some Navy Officers...who were only 19 and 18, but they looked like 25, I swear.
And then I randomly walked down to NSB to meet up with Suvarna and the others, and listened to violin being played like a viola for an hour. lol.
Yeah, then we went to dinner. Weirdest bunch of people ever, we were.
Alice, Alex, Celia, Paul, Suvarna, Tristan and me. lol.
it was WEIRD.
Half of us lagged so badly...stupid fast people.
We walked down to St Leonards. Ate Oportos...felt sick afterwards, but meh. The awkwardness was epic. At least Suvarna tried to talk...I feel bad now, I wasn't much help at all...
Musicale was really fun!
Surprisingly good actually.
There were so many groups!
*goes cross eyed*
there were like, about 3 different choirs, random orchestra's and ensembles, random solos and more random music.
I nearly fell asleep at the sax solo...
sorry, but it was boring. Extremely.
Best part of the musicale? the end.
OMG ZE EPICNESS OF O FORTUNA.
*DUN DUN DUN DUN*
*insert big drum, piano, and cymbals*
Yes, uber epicness.
And you don't know how much I have missed you in the past two weeks.
One hug is not enough, but time makes fools of us again and again.
I'm currently halfway through one of the saddest films I've seen, but it's just amazing. Seriously. I'm like tearing as I'm typing...
Okay, maybe I'm just too soft for my own good.
What's the film?
The Pianist, directed by Roman Polanski.
No, there is no nudity in this film. T.T
(We've had enough of that from his Macbeth.)
It details the life of Wladyslaw Spzpilman, a polish-Jewish pianist during the time of the Holocaust.
It is seriously just...horrifying to see some of those scenes, but the fact is that's only a proportion of what really went on.
It stars Adrien Brody, who is just gorgeous as Wladyslaw, and you need to go watch it! The entire movie is on Youtube btw, just search it up.Just type 'The Pianist part 1'.
Oh btw Sunny, you can enjoy yourself trying to understand the German in the film. xDD
Though I'm reading the translation on the script as I go along, it's not nice.
The piano playing is wonderful though. Adrien Brody learnt how to play just for this role, so he's great for a guy who hasn't played for his whole life.
So yeah, that is probably what I'm going to do for the remainder of the night.
YAY for movies. xDD
Anyway...
I'm feeling extremely tired. My cheek still hurts, but the swelling's almost gone.
Just a small bump left now. hooray.
And I'm still waiting for Friday.
Peace and freedom back at last...And you.
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